JAMES R. SWANSBROUGH

Yiayia’s Pear Tree

It has always been there, growing beside the patio
over half a century, its branches accessible just a
few feet above ground, spreading outward from the trunk
like the fingers of a supplicant hand begging benediction.

It’s one of those trees that need to be climbed,
the texture of its bark perfect for a child’s grip.
The limbs grow gnarled but firm, their prolific fruit
an indulgence to smell, stroke, pluck, taste.

But my Yiayia regarded the tree with cautious unease,
treated it like a Chekhov’s gun throughout my childhood.
She knew the lesson of Icarus, feared the divine’s
reproach of Bellerophon, though I lacked such importance.

Her Cassandran visions saw me crashing down
through the cragged boughs to the crabgrass,
greeted by drunken wasps nursing their appetites on the
rotting bird-pecked pears—broken, swollen, disfigured like me.

Nothing good comes without price in Greece. Baskania
the belief that my very health & happiness were anathema
to someone’s evil eye. Success a millstone round the neck.
Jealousy would destroy me, another naïve Grecian cut down young.

Forty years later, I remain unharmed, but unfamed.
I smell my childhood in the branches; indifferent birds wing
among the fruit. They caw in her voice Told you so.
Nameless though I am, I never fell, never fell.

 

James Swansbrough runs a restaurant repair company in Chattanooga, Tennessee. Named Honorable Mention for the 2019 Yeats Poetry Award by the WB Yeats Society of NY, his work has appeared in Free State Review, Watershed Review, Cagibi, and others. He lives with his wife and daughters in Signal Mountain, Tennessee.